My mind is a jumble right now.
There is the biographies project, which will be short- lived, but challenging nonetheless, the Peckham project which thankfully I have great group members to work with, a new assignment from contextual studies about... well i'm not completely sure what it's about, but it's gonna require a lot of thought.
On top of that, there is my senior thesis to be thinking about.
I should be working now, but I have this desire to document my thoughts as much as possible while I'm here. That gets me thinking about how maybe I should try and document my life in general. What makes this place special? Yes, it is out of the ordinary for me to be out of New York, and there are new people and places, but it's all just a part of my life. Everything is worth documenting, isn't it?
I guess the Maysles brothers thought so. They didn't seem to get involved with their subjects so much- they just watched. Observed, let the camera roll, and didn't make any input or try to put a spin on it. Maybe the reason I can't seem to appreciate them is because I'm used to being intentionally entertained by films, or at least having an idea projected at me through the films. When I watch a Maysles film, I'm not sure what I'm supposed to think. How do they want me to respond? If I was in those situations in person, I would be able to interact with the characters. However, watching them remotely, I almost feel... creepy.
Funny that we were shown the film We Live In Public since it ties in so well with everything I am experiencing right now. Assigned a documentary project where I'm sure we are expected to develop some sort of intimacy with our subjects, assigned a project on documentary film makers, and the matter of wanting to document my life and share my experiences.